HIS
He shrinks down lower in his chair
As the mindless arrows fly by
Trying to avoid their vicious sting.
Nothing prepares him for the warfare
And prevention seems impossible.
Where did the chest target come from?
A subtle attack on his humor
Or demeaning words said with a smile,
Violent kicks under the table.
His appeal is silent and desperate.
The pain in his quiet resolve shouts.
How can she miss those begging eyes?
Her lack of self love and self respect
Spur her attacks and anger forward
At the safest and closest bullseye.
She continues to pull back and fire
Differences paraded and mocked.
His pride lies lifeless at her feet.
Her unconscious arsenal continues
They soar by careless but sure
When will she open her eyes?
And see her guilt?
I might see too clearly
The reflection of eyes.
I may feel intensely
The emotions I hide.
I fear the eruptive
The sad fragility
The peril and rawness
In being “Exposed me.”
My secrets unburied
Where would my safety lie?
If my masks fall away
The cold woman must die.
My heart held in your hands
Is it safe or a risk?
Trusting you to hold me
Beating scared in your fist.
Do you deserve chances?Has the time simply passed?
If I open my heart
Is it destined to last?
The fears that control me
Harshly blinding like sun
Will not let me love you.
I am choosing to run.
1 comment:
This is so raw and vulnerable. Thank you for sharing this with all of us.
Post a Comment